Kill the lights

So, this is my first wordy, proper post in a while, so you have to read it...(it’s not like you’ll listen to me, but whatevs...)

Ok so, when I first came to INTEC, my first reaction of the people here was, “wow, I NEVER knew these types of people still exist”.

These people pray religiously, speak politely, and they are smart as hell...

So, it disappoints me to know that some of these people are toooo easily influenced...

I’ve always said to people that it’s ok if you do something bad because you have always done it and you find it as a natural thing to do, but it’s NOT cool when you do it because of peer pressure or just because you wanna seem cool yourself...

For instance, it’s ok for me to swear because that’s what I’ve always been doing since forever, but it’s not ok for these so-called-innocent people to swear because they have not really done it before, but they are starting to do it now because they have started becoming friends with people like me...

You know what I mean???

But, then again, I’m not saying that it’s ok to swear at the first place, because it’s obviously not...but, just don’t do it because I do it too...get it???

I told a friend a couple of months ago about some of the nasty things that I’ve done...(please don’t try to guess)...and he said that he was definitely not gonna even consider to do those nasty things that I’ve told him about...but then.....couple of weeks later...he said that he MIGHT consider doing it because everybody is doing it in America anyways...WTF!!!

Not to mention this is the same person who OBVIOUSLY tried to imitate my hair and clothing style and DENIED it...

So, how wouldn’t I feel guilty of indirectly turning everybody around me for the worse???

Diorang ni macam harapan Negara kot.....ecewahhh...tiba2 terasa patriotic wtf...

Right now I can easily name five people around me who has changed for the worse and who has started swearing and shit AFTER they have become friends with me...and they would only do ALL those things in my presence!!!and some of them are DAMN introverted before weyhhh...

Honestly, I’m ranting because I felt responsible for their negative actions...if anyone of you think that it’s not my fault in any way, then I would sincerely encourage you to comment about it...

When I think about it, they almost seems childish to me...because you know how children are EASILY influenced and childhood is the period where you will make or break your children and shit...

And it seems like I’M BREAKING them...in some way...

And what would happen to these people when they fly off??? I mean...this IS America we’re talking about...NOT Egypt or something...

Huhu...the weird thing is, I’m Arif The Pornstar and I’M the one who’s telling people to be nicer...ironic isn’t it???

On a random note:
I MISS TV!!!!!!!Can’t remember the last time I really spend time watching TV or just listen to the radio...
And I miss my non-INTEC friends too...(you know who you are...)...where are you??????????